Hello friends , unbelievably missed you all , just I was sooo very very busy all the month ago , here are my reasons (1) At the end of January (24) I will be officially 60years old ( retirement age here in Egypt) so very very much paperwork and signing millions of papers and going to the ministry of health I belong to it , both in my recent location and in others .(2) My only family member ( from my mothers side ) only aunt , who lost her only son ( only son came to her life after so many,
Maie maximos
4 years ago
years of waiting him , and she lost him suddenly 8 years ago , at the main time , she and me lost my mum and my dad ay her only brother in law , her mother in law ) she became all alone and me too ( almost ) (3) My daughter married and left the house .(4) My only brother was really sick and we didnβt know why until recently we knew the reason (5) The biggest reason for me ( 20 years ago at the beginning of 2000 , I went through a devastating situation, and accident to a very very dear precious
Maie maximos
4 years ago
Persons to me , I just canβt tell the details, this left me in agony for almost a month, after this I suffered Post Traumatic Stress syndrome, nightmares, sudden fears , reliving the whole situation again and again, so fragile and nervousness for smallest things, sleep deprivation and all other signs and symptoms, didnβt know at first that it was a psychological syndrome , but later on I went to a shrink and knew everything. With good ttt , I slowly returned to my nature , only with anti depress
πKunjanπ
4 years ago
Beautiful. Good to see you back hereπ€π€
Maie maximos
4 years ago
All those 20 years , at the same time of the original accident ( the month of December and January) and completely unintentionally , when those months ( December and January) became so near , I go back to the original memory and became so worried, again with god and good ttt , I overcome this. Once I developed some OCD features and depression, deal with it again with my psychiatrist and here RC helped me a lot with you best friends. This year I just felt sooooo bad and no energy to do my usual
Maie maximos
4 years ago
Day duties and coloring, as my aunt suffered beginning of Alzheimer disease and panic syndrome, it was only me and her husband who take care of her , this last year, so I just felt so exhausted, so unbelievably depressed again and I lost all the energy to do even smallest things, my Post Traumatic stress symptoms came back and I was horrified so I reduced my daily routine to the minimum as I couldnβt go through galleries, I didnβt publish too as I feel so abnormally bad if I did publish and not
Maie maximos
4 years ago
Go through your galleries at the same time, but Thx Lord , who touched me again with his love and care and here I am back Only forgive me if I not commented except on very very beautiful and distinguished photos only to just when I became completely good again . So very very much missed you , thx to all who kept asking about me , to those who still following me , I wish you all the best, Merry Christmas to ya all , Happy New Year to all of the world, following or unfollowing me πππππ€ππ€π€π€π€π€π€π€π€
Maie maximos
4 years ago
I will publish more photos just after a couple of hours soon
pixhaz
4 years ago
So beautiful, I always love your colours my friend
Vanessa
4 years ago
My sweetheart I am very Considering what Happened too You,i Missing you ππΈπ€πβ€οΈππ
Tee H πΎ πΆ πΎ
4 years ago
Such difficult times for you Maie. Donβt worry about visiting galleries. If coloring can bring you some stress relief or distraction from other issues please color and share your beauty with us. Youβre not alone when it comes to ptsd and severe anxiety problems, I think many of us understand because we deal with similar issues. Iβm happy you can look forward to retirement soon! Sending you lots of love, prayers and good wishes that 2020 will be a bit happier year for you. πππββοΈ Therese
Lisa Mays
4 years ago
Lovely . Iβm so glad you sought out help from a psychiatrist. I hope you have a follow up with a therapist. PTSD can flare up again with the slightest stress. Iβm a mental health professional and I suffer from PTSD. You have a great support system in your recolor friends. Itβs wonderful to see your artwork again. Coloring is great therapy for PTSD. Hugs Lisa.
Riverbank
4 years ago
So sorry for your difficulties and suffering. Glad to see you back, donβt worry about visiting galleries, take care of family and especially yourselfβ£οΈ Thoughts and prayers are with you ππ»πππ»π
Peyz33 aka KarenππΊπΈ
4 years ago
Oh Maie - such heavy burdens to carry - youβre only human you know. Please donβt worry about visiting my gallery and catching up - Iβm just glad to see you back β₯οΈβ₯οΈβ₯οΈyou were missed
Maie maximos
4 years ago
I forgot to say that when I feel the depressive and PTSS is going to attack me , I must reduce my effort, that is why I was not able to color and go through galleries, if I publish and not visiting your galleries , I feel so bad and more stressed
TSsChaos
4 years ago
Beautiful
Carrie ππΈπΎπππ
4 years ago
Iβm so happy you are back. Keep fighting the sad feelings and know this too shall pass. You are a strong beautiful person β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ
KarenMay
4 years ago
It takes a lot of strength and determination to come back from so much. Bless you, my friend. And while I understand about posting without visiting galleries, give yourself permission to start fresh. All of your friends here are just happy that youβre back! ππππππ
Iβm SHANA ππ½βοΈ β€οΈ
4 years ago
Heyyy my sweet friend!!! Good to see you π₯° Happy new year πππ and this is a beautiful coloringπππ
Mayhem (Mindy)
4 years ago