Iโve been feeling kinda sad for no reason even though Iโve got lots of things that make me happy, and been mood swingy for the past few weeks...... I think I have depression. @๐๐๐ง๐จ ~O_O~
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4 years ago
@๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐Emo_TEEN_Lackey๐ค๐ณ๏ธโ๐ Well,then my friend...your not alone...so do I.But you can talk to me whenever you need too. Your always here for me so Iโm always here for you.โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
Ok..... so I just feel like my parents donโt understand me anymore. They always think Iโm just tired, and not oh idk, depressed? Of course Iโm tired, but itโs not just that. And my mom says that lonely people will find a thing they really like, and latch onto it. Like for me, Marvel, Loki, and MCR. But those things make me happy. If I didnโt have those things, idk what Iโd do. And Iโm very introverted and I hate socializing but Iโm always being dragged to things my mom is taking me to. And sheโ
Thinks that kids still want to play on playgrounds, and oh maybe you know, they donโt want to forever?! Iโm 12, and I donโt like playing with toys anymore. Or on playgrounds. Iโd rather be drawing or writing. And I much like taking to people online rather than people in real life. I feel like I connect with those people more. And I find more people with my interests. And my mom thinks Iโm being influenced by other people and that Iโve โconvincedโ myself that Iโm bisexual and genderfluid. Sheโll-
Go โDo you maybe think itโs because you want to be part of a community? Or that you want to be like someone? Because maybe youโve convinced yourself these things because you want to be like someone.โ But then sheโll turn around and say โBut whatever the case is, me and your father are still supporting.โ
Is love fake? How can you convince yourself to love someone or want to kiss them? You know if youโre straight, and I know Iโm not all the way. I know Iโm bisexual because I feel things towards other women like I do men. And this is what really REALLY makes me mad. My mom is going โWell with society, basically everyone is defying their terms of what makes a man a man and what makes a woman a woman, so in a way weโre all genderfluid and non binary.โ
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4 years ago