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I get I put up a fake smile. But my dad, no one gets it when I put down the fake smile. how broken dead lifeless I am. The tears I cry every night. My dad of course can see my sister is struggling. I'm screaming for help...but no one hears me. I was getting better...I think....but I guessed wrong. I just had to coach my self to eat. I almost puked trying to eat a french fry. I have to coach my self not to cut, not want to die, to eat, to be strong. No one is there for me.
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5 years agoIm broken beyond repair. I'm scared of help even tho my depression and anxiety r taking over. I go to a therapist but she can't see it either. "Oh but I know ur very happy, and of course ur not anxious". Once I told someone I was depressed and they told me to get over it and I was asking for attention. See y I never ask for help? Oh and don't mind those scratches there from my cat.
Psycho Galaxy
5 years agoGod, this hit me way too hard...
Marshmallow.shark
5 years agoAw Iβm so sorry, maybe tell your dad? I hid it too
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5 years ago@PsychΓΈ Galaxy I don't even feel emotions anymore. That's how broken I am.
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5 years ago@Marshmallow.shark pfft ya right.
Psycho Galaxy
5 years ago@π³οΈβππ€OOF IM GAY+ depressedπ€π³οΈβπ Yeah... I get it.
Complete emptiness.
Marshmallow.shark
5 years agoGeez Iβm just trying to help. I did hid it, I used to cry every single night, my big brother/best friend/cat died. He meant so much to me, I was suicidel and no one knew, I hid it behind a fake smile but eventually I broke down and told my parents and I am so much happier now
Rainbowssπ³οΈβπ
5 years ago@π³οΈβππ€OOF IM GAY+ depressedπ€π³οΈβπ hey love! Idk whatβs going on in your life, and idk your pain, but I just want to be there for you! Please talk to me if you feel comfortable enough. I hate to see those I care about suffering. Please, keep fighting! Youβre so strong! Ok, thatβs all I wanted to say love, talk to you later! Bye bye ππ
πDaisyOutπOfOrderπ
5 years agoItβs so annoying, I try to tell so many people, including my sister, that I have anxiety. And no one gets it. They say itβll go away as time goes on, but I know that somehow itβll always be a part of me. They say Iβll get more used to social situations and the socially anxious part of my anxiety will go away. Everyone just treats it as if itβs a phase, not a disorder
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5 years ago@π³οΈβππ€OOF IM GAY+ depressedπ€π³οΈβπ Iβm actually going through the exact same thing. At this point Iβve moved on to my other arm because there are to many scratches and cuts on the left. I have a whole little packet of different blades that I removed from pencil sharpeners, and I have a roll of toilet paper to clean up the blood. And, I too, have anxiety which is why I never told anyone. I figured they would think I was desperate for attention. The second time the school found out I cut myself, my mom
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5 years agoWas MAD. She didnβt seem sympathetic at all, just mad that Iβd been lying to my therapist. If you ever need to talk or vent, or even just chat about nothing, Iβm here.
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5 years ago @Marshmallow.shark I'm sorry I didn't mean to sound rude.
Lillyanna~Chan
5 years agoHey, if you ever need to talk, weβre here. You deserve an amazing life.@π³οΈβππ€OOF IM GAY+ depressedπ€π³οΈβπ
ππΊπΈ Meika πΊπΈπ
5 years agoAs a mom with a daughter (whom I love with all my heart) with depression & anxiety...my only wish in this world is that she would open up to me & tell me what's upsetting her to the point she cuts also... so I could try to help her or at the very least be there whenever she needs to talk. She's 24 & married with a child & been doing this since 15.
She keeps everything to herself. I can't help if I don't know what's wrong... π
I hope you can open up to your family so they can be there for you. β€
Crying is Necessary
5 years agoThere are too many people in the world with depression and anxiety. Something needs to change and its not us.
Marshmallow.shark
5 years agoItβs okay
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5 years agoWow this gets me I mean I have a terrible mindset and myself too I put a fake smile. I say to people that Iβm tough and no one will hurt me with their words but deep down I feel like a disgrace and no one wants me in this life and Iβm never good enough but you know what itβs gonna be ok because as long as you have someone to tell this too you wonβt suffer as much I promise @π³οΈβππ€OOF IM GAY?+depressedπ€π³οΈβπ
Hannah459Memes
5 years agoWell.....just know that your not alone. I almost CRIED reading these comments,knowing im not alone in this pain and fear. Just know, like I said, you will never be alone.
Hannah459Memes
5 years ago@π³οΈβππ€OOF IM GAY?+depressedπ€π³οΈβπ
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