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<•Shadowww•>

3 years ago

@☁✨🆀🆄🅴🅴🅽✨☁ heyy

<•Shadowww•>

3 years ago

Also to answer ur question I’m fine lol what about u? Is everything ok? @☁✨🆀🆄🅴🅴🅽✨☁

seraphicdaydreams.

3 years ago

@<•Shadowww•> hii

seraphicdaydreams.

3 years ago

@<•Shadowww•> fine has multiple meanings. fine can mean, you are doing okay. fine can mean, i'm going pretty bad but i don't want to worry anyone so i just say i'm fine because there's no use in telling people how i really feel because i know they will never really understand. which one is it?

<•Shadowww•>

3 years ago

@✧♛ｑｕｅｅｎ♛✧ wait but this isnt about me dude u never answered my question

seraphicdaydreams.

3 years ago

@<•Shadowww•> i'm okay!! now answer the freaking question!!

<•Shadowww•>

3 years ago

@✧♛ｑｕｅｅｎ♛✧ Im glad ur ok:) Uh it’s hard to explain- but I don’t know if I’m ok

seraphicdaydreams.

3 years ago

@<•Shadowww•> what's wrong? you don't have to tell me if you don't want to btw.

seraphicdaydreams.

3 years ago

@<•Shadowww•> you can tell me anything and maybe i'll be able to relate what's troubling you, i don't know. <3

<•Shadowww•>

3 years ago

@✧♛ｑｕｅｅｎ♛✧ well, I mean idk overall it’s a lot of stuff, but I’ll try my best to explain K so uh this feels weird idk how to say this. My parents are kinda *aggressive* if that makes sense. Like they’re the kinda ppl who would physically attack my sisters and I if we do something they don’t approve of. And them being homophobic and me being part of the lgbtq+ community doesn’t help much. The thing is, they haven’t been letting me go out of the house anymore, and that’s usually the only place

<•Shadowww•>

3 years ago

I feel like I can breathe ig. And I’m really worried about my sisters. And only like 3 other ppl know about my parents, and they keep telling me to tell an adult, but my parents are insanely kind and chirpy around pretty much everyone other us. I don’t think anyone would ever believe be, bc they’d just be like “well they’re just strict it’s fine” and my parents say that they were raised like how they treat us, so we should be grateful they aren’t worse, and I really am, but like everything

<•Shadowww•>

3 years ago

Always hurts, and I feel bad for complaining bc they’re so nice to us too. And I’ve been $31f h@rming, and wanting to kms, and I know I shouldn’t, but I literally can’t live anymore. Like idk but I don’t think there’s any point in actually trying.

<•Shadowww•>

3 years ago

@✧♛ｑｕｅｅｎ♛✧ kk I’m done with my rant, I’m so sorry for bothering u and worrying you and stuff. You don’t have to reply or anything. Thank you so much for being here for me though. 💙

seraphicdaydreams.

3 years ago

@<•Shadowww•> it does make sense. wow....Z. that's horrible. you don't deserve any of it. and i'm so insanely sorry your going through what your going through. i recommend telling an adult. it's not okay for parents to do that sort of thing. it took me 2 years to speak up.....and in those 2 years i was absolutely helpless. i didn't think anyone would believe me because he was everyone's favorite uncle but i told people. and they believed me. don't hold anything in. don't shrink yourself-

seraphicdaydreams.

3 years ago

@<•Shadowww•> speak the voice, you were gifted with. speak your voice and speak out. if you don't tell comfortable then i recommend telling someone because you don't deserve what your enduring. about the whole $€lf h@rm!ng...... i used to be 1 year and 13 days clean but i broke it.....i was so insanely disappointed in myself when i did. but anyway i have also thought about that but it's wrong. it's so wrong.

seraphicdaydreams.

3 years ago

@<•Shadowww•> Z there's always light at the end of the tunnel. things are going to get better. just remember that. there may be so many things going on in ur life and some of them are out of ur control. you have to learn to just handle them. do whatever makes you happy. do whatever is going to put a smile on your face.

seraphicdaydreams.

3 years ago

@<•Shadowww•> don't be sorry. i'm glad you told me✨💕 don't thank me. ✨

<•Shadowww•>

3 years ago

@✧♛ｑｕｅｅｎ♛✧ don’t be sorry, it’s not your fault. And I don’t think I could tell someone, bc ur right, they could believe me, and for me I think that’s even worse. Anything i say to an adult would end up involving my parents, and I don’t want it to escalate. What if my parents get even worse? What if social services get involved? What if my sisters and I get separated in a foster care system? I don’t care what happens to me, but I don’t think my sisters would be able to handle something like that-

<•Shadowww•>

3 years ago

@✧♛ｑｕｅｅｎ♛✧ and for the other thing, like I know it’s wrong, but that’s why I want to do it. I want to be something other than good- I want to break the system. Life is all about living, and if I just don’t, then I don’t have rules to follow, choices to make, weight to carry... but I know what you’re saying and I’ll try. I’ll really do my best. Thank you so much Keira, thank you for having my back and listening to me. 💙

seraphicdaydreams.

3 years ago

@<•Shadowww•> i'm still sorry. i'm still sorry you have to go through what your going through. no one should go through anything similar to what your going through, especially someone as amazing as you.