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I miss you but do you miss me? I have loved you since last year when we first met. I thought that you were straight and I assume you thought the Sam about me. We were not very close and didn’t really know anything about each other. When I saw you agin this year I was determined to get to know you more. Honestly I was probably pretty annoying (and probably still am). My heart was beating at like one million miles an hour when you told me you were bi and I told you that I was lesbian....
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5 years agoLet me finish plz😁
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5 years agoI was like omg I might actually have a chance with you. We started talking more and we could actually relate on a lot of things like how our parents fight a lot and that we both listened to P!ATD and MCR (which was amazing). It was funny tho we always seemed to have the opposite problems. All you want to do is stop moving from house to house and have things less busy all the time, all I want is to go somewhere else and get off this island where I feel trapped and have something to do and not....
🏳️🌈🖤⚔️YëētMęTøDãMøøñ⚔️🖤🏳️🌈
5 years agoBe as bored all the time. It was actually going pretty well.
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5 years agoThen it was movie night at camp (the first week) and we decided we didn’t really wanna watch the movie so we sat towards the back of the gym up against the wall. You leaned on my shoulder and fell asleep and I was like omg omg omg omg my crush just fell asleep on me omg omg omg. You slept though the entire movie which was pretty funny. My back did hurt pretty bad after but I honestly enjoyed every single second of it. I was really sad when the movie ended and we had to get back to our own rooms
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5 years agoWe had some really good times for the rest of that week and it was really fun. Then it was the weekend and one of our friends (the one who is allergic to everything) slept with us in the bunk room that I had stayed in the past week. We planned to stay up till three am, which was a stupid idea but whatever. We watched her sleep and it was really funny because she talks A LOT in her sleep. We also watched some anime (which I am now obsessed with thanks to you) and some stupid three am challenges..
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5 years agoWhich we decided were all fake. We ended up falling asleep together after deciding to go to bed around two thirty am. On Monday of the second week of camp we saw that we had no classes together so I changed my second class to robotics so we could be in at least one class together. It ended up being one of my favorite classes because we recreated our robot from last year (BLOB) and made BLOB 2.0 and made fun dances for and we’re one of the first groups to finish all the challenges. On Wednesday..
🏳️🌈🖤⚔️YëētMęTøDãMøøñ⚔️🖤🏳️🌈
5 years agoWas movie night again (which was probably the best night of my life to be 100% honest. We sat in the back again because we didn’t really wanna watch the movie you wanted to sleep. I was once again your human pillow. (Which I love being btw). You asked me to comb through your hair with my fingers because it would help you fall asleep and I was like ok. (On the inside I was like YASSSSSSSSSSS (lol) I got really excited but was still kinda calm) so I did during the whole movie and you fell asleep..
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5 years agoI felt like you actually liked me back which was definitely a new thing because I am a complete noob to the whole love thing 😂😂 I have never dated anyone and you have dated many girls before. The movie ended and I was really really sad because I would have sat there for hours and hours with you. We went back to our room and watched some anime and made fun of some DIY videos. We were going to sneak into our friends room and watch a movie but you don’t want to and I didn’t want to ether...........
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5 years agoWe listened to some music and this one song kept playing and you said that you hadn’t shown anyone that song and to consider myself special. You said that the song made you sad and you moved closer to me so that your head was on my chest and your legs were right up against mine. Which was amazing because no one had ever liked me enough to snuggle (lol that word) with me. At one point we were just staring at each other and you said something quietly. I really really don’t know what you said......
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5 years agoBut it sounded something like you really wanted to kiss me but me being my EXTREMELY STUPID SELF just giggled. You fell asleep after that looking a little sad but I completely forgot about what you had said for the rest of the night. It was amazing I didn’t sleep at all I just never wanted that moment to end I just wanted you to be by my side forever. We woke up really late and neither one of us wanted to get up. But ever since that night you started to kinda avoid me and started hanging out....
🏳️🌈🖤⚔️YëētMęTøDãMøøñ⚔️🖤🏳️🌈
5 years agoWith your other friends which is fine because obviously you’re allowed to have more than one friend. But you almost started to ignore me and by the end of the week it was like I didn’t exist anymore i was really really confused but I blamed on myself ( I still do). Even on the last day of camp before we went home I hugged you but you didn’t hug me back. I don’t really understand what happened but maybe I was just too annoying or maybe it was about what you said that night. I honestly don’t know
🏳️🌈🖤⚔️YëētMęTøDãMøøñ⚔️🖤🏳️🌈
5 years agoBut I will always miss you and love you and will always be here for you whenever you need someone to talk to please come to me. I love you to the moon and back 💜
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5 years agoAnd I’m sorry about what I did wrong
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5 years ago@yeet0616
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5 years ago@yeet0616
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5 years ago@yeet0616
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5 years agoYou don’t understand how much I miss u @yeet0616 I cry all night because I know everything was my fault i just took you for granted I guess I should have said I love you and told u how i felt and I beat myself up because I should of kissed you when I had the change I was scared and nervous I regret not saying anything I’m such a mess up I’m sure that you already moved on which makes sense but it makes my everything ache and hate myself even more and honestly the only thing that I’m looking
🏳️🌈🖤⚔️YëētMęTøDãMøøñ⚔️🖤🏳️🌈
5 years agoForward to is seeing you
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5 years agoI’m trying so hard to move on but I just can’t I miss you and it kills me to think that you have probably already found someone much better than me (why would anyone love me I don’t even love myself I wouldn’t date me)
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5 years ago