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Recolorist

3 years ago

Just ah- 3 am. No biggie. Rewatching an anime show. And SIMPING over it. ( not saying)

Recolorist

3 years ago

*edit: Crying XD

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3 years ago

i feel that- it’s 4 am lol and i’m crying LOL

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3 years ago

@🎵ŃÜMЬЭD•FЭĒŁŠ 🎵 i hope u feel better

Recolorist

3 years ago

Thank you. It’s good to know that I have people here to help. And ye. I don’t want to start online, but oh well. I can’t just go in person and crap. There’s a freaking pandemic. Damn. It’s it also 5:17 am for you @♤⋆ 𝔰 𝔨 𝔶 𝔩 𝔢 𝔯 ⋆♤

Recolorist

3 years ago

Thanks @♤⋆ 𝔰 𝔨 𝔶 𝔩 𝔢 𝔯 ⋆♤

Recolorist

3 years ago

Likewise

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3 years ago

@🎵ŃÜMЬЭD•FЭĒŁŠ 🎵 ofc, im always here to help. and i feel that- i don’t start school tilll like september 14th lmao and yes it’s 5:19 am rn loll

Recolorist

3 years ago

Well. Since my phone hasn’t died just yet, I’ll just tell you really quick what’s on my mind. Death. Wether it’s committed su1cide. Or natural. For the people who undeniably love them. It’s get so freaking hard. You don’t want to do anything to yourself for your afraid to hurt others. So the only thing you can do is just lie there and cry... but it’s so f*cking devastating. Because however much you want to die as well, you know it’s not going to help @♤⋆ 𝔰 𝔨 𝔶 𝔩 𝔢 𝔯 ⋆♤ this

Recolorist

3 years ago

SEPTEMBER?! Wait- physical?? @♤⋆ 𝔰 𝔨 𝔶 𝔩 𝔢 𝔯 ⋆♤

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3 years ago

@🎵ŃÜMЬЭD•FЭĒŁŠ 🎵 i truly understand how you feel and i am so sorry to hear that you are going through that- i’ve struggled with self harm and i attempted once and i saw how much it devastated the people i care about- the last thing i want to do is hurt them but i did- so it always feels like you have to hold it all in and pretend your fine because you don’t want to see them sad, but your dying inside and you fantasize about death and self harm constantly but there’s nothing you can do but-

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3 years ago

@🎵ŃÜMЬЭD•FЭĒŁŠ 🎵 silently and alone because you hate hurting the ones you care about

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3 years ago

suffer silently and alone* lol and i am so sorry that you are going through that, i know how hard it can b

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3 years ago

@🎵ŃÜMЬЭD•FЭĒŁŠ 🎵 holding everything in will only cause more damage- the more you bottle things up the more pain your in. sometiems i journal- for me that helps when i can’t talk to anybody or nobody is there to listen

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3 years ago

@🎵ŃÜMЬЭD•FЭĒŁŠ 🎵 and yea lol i start school in september- are u a highschooler?

Recolorist

3 years ago

😂 no- I’m not a high schooler @♤⋆ 𝔰 𝔨 𝔶 𝔩 𝔢 𝔯 ⋆♤

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3 years ago

@🎵ŃÜMЬЭD•FЭĒŁŠ 🎵 talk to Jess yet?

Recolorist

3 years ago

No, she hasn’t said anything. Hbu. @★🅱︎🆁︎🅾︎🅺︎🅴︎🅽︎᥇ꪮꪗ𒊹︎

Recolorist

3 years ago

WAAAAAAHHHHHTTT. YOU GUYS SHARING ACCOUNTS?! @★🅱︎🆁︎🅾︎🅺︎🅴︎🅽︎᥇ꪮꪗ𒊹︎

★🅱︎🆁︎🅾︎🅺︎🅴︎🅽︎᥇ꪮꪗ𒊹︎

3 years ago

@🎵ŃÜMЬЭD•FЭĒŁŠ 🎵 no 😆 this is jess's old phone just forgot to sign out of her account, I can't find my phone I lost it ;-; sorry for the confusion 😐