Miss.Misty
3 years ago
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To my dearest RC I am so greatly appreciate all of your lovely amazing support it means so much to me you are like family to me and I know I am not the best at getting back to you all I am in so much pain on a daily basis from surgeries so much so my deepest apologies to you all and Iโm much great full and blessed for each and every one of you please stay safe and god blesses us all much love and sincerity Miss.Misty
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3 years agoGorgeous!
Recolorist
3 years agoMisty, its good to see you back with the RC friends an family sorry that you are constantly in pain. I just got home myself having a spinal fusion of L4 L5 .
it hard to regain my steps. You are missed here my prayers are with you be well and stay safe.
Mike
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jennifer1014
3 years agoWow! This is gorgeous!! Sorry to see you are in pain! Iโm a Spoonie so I understand not being able to get to all the galleries regularly. Hope you heal quickly and find some relief. โค๏ธ๐ฅ
Miss.Misty
3 years ago@Mikejr*36 omg Mike Iโm so sorry about your fusion the back fusion is excruciating pain I have had 2 spinal fusions in my back from L4 L5 and S1 and 2 cervical fusions My whole C Spine in fused C1 to C7 and Iโm not looking forward to this other back fusion they have to revise my back as well as fusing my L1,L2 and L3 so my whole lumbar and cervical region will now be fused and since my first one fusion in my lumbar it has changed my life so much and Iโm sure it has you to Iโm sorry about your
Miss.Misty
3 years ago๏ฟผ @Mikejr*36 sorry for your pain I can not do the things I used to do and Iโm still young 48? It has definitely put a toll on me and traumatized me I was in a really bad car accident not at fault. I was driving 70 mph the speed limit it was pitch black outside no lights on the hywy and there was a 1400 lb Tennessee walker Horse just standing in the middle of the hywy looking straight at me and I hit him straight on at 70 mph it was the most horrific accident and there was blood everywhere ๐ข๐
Miss.Misty
3 years ago@Mikejr*36 I didnโt even know how he got there but it still hurts my heart that the horse is no longer alive i love animals I know it wasnโt my fault I didnโt even have a chance to put my breaks on the horse was my breaks I was alone my kids were not in the car thank goodness Iโm very lucky to be alive that poor horses limbs were in the back seat of my car and the horse was split in half Mike Iโm sorry if this bothers you in any way but sometimes I need to talk about it and let it out๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Miss.Misty
3 years ago@Mikejr*36 I am traumatized from it I see therapy for it I donโt even like to go outside or drive anymore bcz when i get in my car or truck all I see is the horse and blood and internal organs everywhere I have come to conclusion and believe that horse is my guarding angel bless his heart โค๏ธ ๐ญ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ข๐ญ Mike I swear we were eye to eye contact for a split of a second it seemed like forever though and this is thee we weirdest thing bcz after that head on collision with him my car according
Miss.Misty
3 years ago@Mikejr*36 to the police report my car ended up almost 3 football fields from the point of contact to the end of were my car ended up stopping in the same lane the sheriff who had done the investigating said there was no way that my accident couldโve been prevented and he said he has been a sheriff in that town fir 30 yrs and had never ever seen something like this his entire career itโs like the horse was just dropped right in front of me it still effects me to this day. Thatโs who I have all
Miss.Misty
3 years ago@Mikejr*36 these fusions from the hard compact with the speed I was going and the horse was 1400 lbs so it was a pretty hard collision thank you for listening to me I hope you feel better soon idk when Iโm having the surgery yet but I will let you know god bless You honey I hope you feel better soon honey much love from my heart to yoursโค๏ธ๐๐ค๐
Recolorist
3 years agoMisty was reading what you had sent me, I am so sorry to read all that you have been thru with this horrible accident, oh my God !
I know that it has not been easy for you and family.
Do you have another surgery coming up please keep me posted hun. it is horrible to see a animal in the middle of the road forsplit second an not be able to do nothing I can not imagine as you know I owned horses while living in New Mexico, have moved since. I can not close my eyes and see that body scattered
Recolorist
3 years agoto pieces all over the car and yourself wow it hurts just reading it, I see how you have been traumatized. I offer you my support any way I can be it a ear or a text but I know what it is to see life and death.
no one should have to go thru that. well I had my fusion done and I never wish this upon my worst enermy the pains of the rods and screws are a nightmare, I cant bend down I feel were there have placed them in my back I continuesly wake at night from the pain I feel , it not easy to say
Recolorist
3 years agothe least am not in your shoes hun I wish I had some comforting words to give you or a magic cure to put on you I dont sweety all I can muster up is a prayer in your behalf to our God who created us.
my heart brakes, all my emotions turns around an around for you.
please let me know, I know you are very private about your situation and so it will be with me. As always my thoughts and prayers are with you always.
please keep in touch. Love Mike
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Miss.Misty
3 years ago@Mikejr*36 My Dearest Mike I thank you so much for you taking the time to right me back with your amazing loving heart of yours WOW I can not thank you enough for your ever so lovely heart and support hun๐๐โค๏ธ I have never expressed my accident to no one but you I couldnโt stop crying but something told me I can express and let out my Emotions about my accident, trauma, fears etc.to you bcz I feel so alone itโs been a tough road for both of us and I agree with you I donโt wish a fusion on anyone
Miss.Misty
3 years ago@Mikejr*36 it is the most excruciating pain omg Iโm so sorry about your pain waking in the middle of the night in pain I can relate Iโm sorry that you had that done ouch!!! Mike you have been such an amazing beautiful man to me ever since we started talking in 2017 or 2018? You have been nothing but an amazing friend with so much compassion and comforting and I really appreciate you for being there for me honey Iโm not good with words sometimes but I can not thank you enough for being part of my
Miss.Misty
3 years ago@Mikejr*36 life you have no clue as to how much I really appreciate your lovely support as always I will let you know when my surgery will be I hope you have some relief from your fusion my dearest Mike. If you donโt mind me asking what happened to you as to why you had to have a fusion? If not itโs ok. So I moved out of Colorado and I bought a house in Nebraska in December and it was a nighttime
Miss.Misty
3 years ago@Mikejr*36 driving it was so painful on my neck and back and Iโm still not finished unpacking I have my garage still full but I have the rest of my life to do it so I try to tell myself donโt do what you cannot do but then I do and I have to stop and thatโs from lifting one box and I can not rely on anyone to help me but I love my new house itโs a ranch style house 5 bedroom 3 upstairs and 2 down stairs itโs 2400 sq ft living space I got a great deal on it has 3 car garage very nice and humble
Recolorist
3 years agoMisty
I am so glad that you found something to bring joy back to your life, I know a new home will do that, when I first movied to N.M. it was a small ranch home with plenty of land around it then came my horses.
I was like a kid in a toy store thinking were and how I want my furniture and nicknacks for days I was like that, well then it all ended for me I moved in my mom who was 88 yrs old so I rearranged it it was ok but she got worst and one thing lead to another at 89 going on 90 she made
Recolorist
3 years agome promise her that I would bring her back to the rest of the family which I did, I found no reason to stay so sold what I worked hard for and moved back to P.A. end of my sauger.
My back was a military injury while in Iraq flipped our vehicle hit a IED incinerary explosive device not good. I landed on a border fracturing my hip and twinking my neck and back flown out and it began. years later my back progressively worsen til there saw what was wrong so the V.A. decided to operate after a couple
Recolorist
3 years agoof years dealing with pain and sleepless night a torment of situations by the time COVID was around so the operation was canceled no elective surgeries were being performed only critical so back on the waiting list my Dr. saw how bad it was the he pushed to perform the surgery In Philadelphia a way far from my new place happy but sad because I had to deal with the ride home in a car for 3 - 4 hrs. "oh no I said" how the hospital loaded me with pain meds for the long trip home.
enough of my
Miss.Misty
3 years ago