Itsuki Murakami 🌱
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@Artistic A’s ?
Artistic A’s
3 years ago@Itsuki Murakami ☀️ nvm but make sure when u draw and color these they come from the heart cause idky but most people don’t like this stuff
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3 years ago@Artistic A’s of course. I will make sure ^_^
Kohukioko
3 years agoA lot of things
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3 years ago@Hinazuki Maiyo for example?
Kohukioko
3 years agoMy mental health
I’ve been feeling suicidal for the past three weeks
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3 years ago@Hinazuki Maiyo do you wanna talk about it? I am here for you.
Kohukioko
3 years agoNo lol it’s ok I don’t want to waste your time
I already told Lawnmower
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3 years ago@Hinazuki Maiyo Nah it’s not wasting time when my friend is struggling. If something is bothering you, you can tell me.
Kohukioko
3 years agoWell I just feel really unnecessary everywhere
Like when I say something people either ignore me or just don’t care. That’s one reason
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3 years ago@Hinazuki Maiyo like what? What made you feel this way? Did this happen in your family or something?
Kohukioko
3 years agoNo it’s also everywhere else
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3 years ago@Hinazuki Maiyo ah I see. Well, I can tell you that you have become an important person in my life and that you are not unnecessary to me. If I didn’t like you then I won’t bully you.
I can assure you many of your “mutuals” think the same as I do. It’s okay to feel like this sometimes but don’t let it get to you, it’s not worth it. You are loved by many but you just don’t realize it.
Kohukioko
3 years agoThere’s literally no one I’ve met that I’ve been friends with for over ten years. They always just end up ignoring me so I don’t even bother anymore.
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3 years ago@Hinazuki Maiyo Friends come and go and as life progresses. Only the real ones stay. Maybe you haven’t found them yet. You can’t make a person stay with you forever, that’s just life. You should be thankful with what you have. You are still young and have a lot to explore. Be happy with what you have, everything will be okay :)
Kohukioko
3 years agoBut like I said it’s either they just ignore me or they don’t care. My first ever friend who’s mom is friends with my mom suddenly left me and another friend for other people and came back and pretty much used us as backup “friends” and then that girl who was left with me ignored me to play some dumb game that isn’t even fun.
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3 years ago@Hinazuki Maiyo oh... yeah I get that. My friend has done that to me but they eventually come around. I live alone so I am used to being left alone lol but I totally understand where you come from. It’s hard at first but then you get used to it. Like I said, you are still young and to have these thoughts because of some dumb “friends”, you shouldn’t let them get to you, you are way smarter than that . You have us. If you wanna curse at someone, you can always come here :)
Kohukioko
3 years agoI mean like I don’t really care about those people anymore because they’re brats and are rude anyways.
I’m not gonna lie tho, I let a lot of things get to me. I know the truth but I still can’t deal with it and sometimes I just sit there and cry for half an hour because I’m that dumb.
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3 years ago@Hinazuki Maiyo that’s good
And it’s okay friend. Sometimes the eyes need a little bit of cleaning. But if you ever feel uneasy, you can always tell me. I also used to have very short temper and got angry over the dumbest things so it happens. It’s just a part of growing up I guess XD
Kohukioko
3 years agoWell a few weeks ago I would get upset really easily but I think I’m getting better. I also haven’t been as depressed everyday for too long but I was just super depressed today and I don’t know why lol
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