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4 years ago
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Iâm so tired of people. Idk how much more of this I can take like seriously. I miss it when things werenât so fâd up. I miss my friends I had before they changed because of some outsider... Iâm tired of my business being told to strangers that donât need to know anything about me unless I want them to... Iâm just awfully disgusted with how things are. But I guess itâs just time to forget some people especially when they never cared in the first place...
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4 years agoi always cared. i still do. but whos the only one thays there for me? no matter what? that "outsider". you ever think that maybe, just maybe, some things that help most people only work for MOST? That there are some people who are better left alone? you ever think that maybe id be really happy, anf things would be truly better if something wouldn't have happened? but something happened. you told. thank you so much, hannah. im serious, thank you. because you telling is the reason im not better
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4 years agoWell guess what... I have a reason to be angry at you. I understand you didnât want anyone to tell about your so called âgarbage lifeâ by Iâm trying to help you. Telling someone was the best thing I could do for you and if the outsider actually cared for you he would have told someone too.... a single person canât make you feel better. You have to take actual actions to get better instead of relying on others. Why donât you actually start trying for once and maybe youâll get better. @*rĂąĆdĂžm! Ă«x!stÄnçĂȘ* >âą<
đ€đ€ThatDumbBi-tch đ€đ€
4 years agoBut whatever you never listened to me in the first place so what the hell doesnât matter anymore.... this is all your fault I hope you know... donât EVER contact me again because Iâm tired of this shit...
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4 years agoI was the one who was there for you no matter what and then you threw me into a fucking ditch....
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4 years agoi understand that you're trying tto help me. but you didnt. a single person cant make me feel better? wow. oky. so tell me why everything goes away the second i see him. how he makes everything better. tell me. you really don't understand, i AM tryong. ive been trying for so long. ans things were getting better until you went and"tried" to help. yeah. ik its my fault. everything is. so thanks for that. i didn't throw you into a ditch. you walked there on your own. and im gonna do what i want.
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4 years agodont tell me what to do
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4 years agoalso, telling someone wasn't the best thing you could do. the best thing you could do was be there for me. check up on me every once in a while. let me know youre there if i need to talk. let me know i can trust you with anything. the best thing you couldve done was be my friend. none if that happened though, did it? you know who did that instead? that outsider. it pisses me off how you think im not trying. you have no fucking idea
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4 years agoidek what the point is in talking to you anymore. youre not gonna listen. knowing you you wont even read all this. just gonna hide away and bitch about everything instead of talking. its fine though, whatever
đ€đ€ThatDumbBi-tch đ€đ€
4 years agoDidnât I say to stop contacting me?? Iâm tired of your shit. Youâre so blind... youâve changed so much and Iâm not the only one who thinks so... ever since youâd farted hanging around him cuz we all apparently hated you you changed A LOT. And tf? Iâve always listened to you and what youâve told me your the one who doesnât listen. You want help so damn bad but when it comes your way you donât take it.
đ€đ€ThatDumbBi-tch đ€đ€
4 years agoI was there for you and I was being your friend Iâm sorry I was hurting so bad to the point I couldnât help a single person. Iâve always been there for you and Iâve always cared more than anyone else EVER. You can believe me or not idc but Iâve always cared for you more than anyone else in this whole damn world and thatâs why I did what I did. Iâd rather you be pissed at me for doing that than you end up dead one day and me think I didnât do a single thing to help you.... everyone says Iâve done
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4 years agoThe right thing and I believe I have too....and it doesnât seem like your trying at all because if you were I feel like you would be way better rn than how you have been. I donât know how to open your eyes and make you see that there isnât a single thing wrong With you and whoever makes you believe so is a fucking dumb ass. I was just trying to fucking help you and this is the shit I get. Iâve helped you for so god damn long and idk how much more of it I can take because you donât listen to a
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4 years agoSingle thing I say. Iâm sorry I told okay but thatâs what had to be done. And I know that you know deep down somewhere in the pit of your âshattered heartâ that you know it was the right thing for me to do INSTEAD OF YOU DYING ON ME. I canât fucking lose you and here we are huh? I barely checked on you anymore because I was dealing with my own awful shit and I didnât really need all your stuff weighing me down too. I know you needed someone at that time and Iâm sorry I wasnât there but I had to
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4 years agoTake care of myself first before I could take care of you.... because if I didnât I wouldnât fucking be here rn... I mean maybe if I wasnât here non of this dumb shit wouldnât be happening.... but thatâs not the point. I know your extremely pissed at me. Ik ur still hurting on the inside when youâre also happy when your with him... Iâm glad thereâs someone out there that makes you happy instead of me... I couldnât ever make you happy in the first place is what it seems like.... Iâm sorry for all
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4 years agoThis dumb shit.... you prolly wonât forgive for a long time but as long as I help in some way Iâm glad I did what I did @*rĂąĆdĂžm! Ă«x!stÄnçĂȘ* >âą<
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4 years agoyoure not sorry. stop throwing that word around. if you were sorry, it means if you had the chance, youd undo it. and you wouldnt. ik you had your own shit to deal with, i respect that. i just... idk. idc how bad of a place im in, ill still ask if people are okay and try to help them. guess thats just me. yoire getting shit for tryong to help because i trusted you. you knew what would happen if you told. i. trusted. you. ever since we broke up things between us have been so different
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4 years agoi needed a friend. even if i wasn't putting my shit on you, i needed a friend. someone to have a light conversation with. someone to laugh with. but you werent there at all. you did make me happy. yeah i changed, but you people need to suck it up and realize that no one stays the same forever. people change, thats the way it is.
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4 years agohonest to god, if i could go back in time i wouldn't have dated you. bc yeah you made me happy and whatever, but it seems like thats where things started to fall apart.
đ€đ€ThatDumbBi-tch đ€đ€
4 years agoDonât tell me Iâm not sorry because I AM SORRY. Just because I donât wanna take back what I did doesnât mean Iâm not sorry. Iâm sorry youâre angry at me for trying to help. Ik itâs been different... I didnât realize I fucking wanted you so bad until I broke up with you... but then you didnât want to give me a second chance. But you gave him a second chance? After heâs still hung up on me?? Iâm not just throwing the word sorry around im genuinely sorry... if you donât wanna believe that thatâs
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4 years agoYour own damn fault... ever time I think of the past you come into my mind and I regret EVER breaking up with you. And I miss being with you but Iâve fucked that shut up beyond repair now.... you know what I admit I was mad at you for a reason but it was absolutely stupid... I got to a point where I thought you didnât care about me because of someone getting into my head. I know you cared idk about now, but I know you used to but I got blinded by someone else showing me stuff that probably didnt
đ€đ€ThatDumbBi-tch đ€đ€
4 years ago