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☼ ᴀɴᴀᴛʜᴇᴍᴀ ☾

5 years ago

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☼ ᴀɴᴀᴛʜᴇᴍᴀ ☾

5 years ago

i don’t even know what to call it, i think it was an emotional breakdown, but i don’t know. last night i was in bed, and i was listening to trees. when tyler sang “i know where you stand, silent in the trees” i just started bawling. no rhyme or reason, but i couldn’t stop. i cried for two hours, i was full of so much self hatred, disgust, sadness and anger. i sat and cried. i had never felt more suicidal or vulnerable in my life. i watched those compilations of “tyler and josh telling you to

☼ ᴀɴᴀᴛʜᴇᴍᴀ ☾

5 years ago

stay alive” and i listened to tyler’s “i have a message”.

☼ ᴀɴᴀᴛʜᴇᴍᴀ ☾

5 years ago

i cut, i wrote in my journal, i watched youtube, but all the while still crying. i wanted to die so badly last night.

☼ ᴀɴᴀᴛʜᴇᴍᴀ ☾

5 years ago

i want this all to end.. 💔😞

☼ ᴀɴᴀᴛʜᴇᴍᴀ ☾

5 years ago

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Marshmallow.shark

5 years ago

Aww I’m so sorry, I’ve had that before it sucks. I know that it’s really really hard. But you can do this! I’m not just saying that, keep pushing, the rainbow comes after the storm. I know it feels hopeless but you can make it out of the storm. (I think it was probably you got so overwhelmed that you just fell apart from holding it all in)

🪶💥𝑵𝒊𝒎𝒓𝒐𝒅💥🪶

5 years ago

I’m so so so sorry. I know it seems completely awful right now but it does get better no matter how cheesy that sounds. The sun always rises again.

☼ ᴀɴᴀᴛʜᴇᴍᴀ ☾

5 years ago

@Marshmallow.shark yeah i still am a little bit shaken up by what happened.. thanks ♥️

☼ ᴀɴᴀᴛʜᴇᴍᴀ ☾

5 years ago

@Ju2008:) thanks ♥️

☼ ᴀɴᴀᴛʜᴇᴍᴀ ☾

5 years ago

@💛κωεη Øf Dα Sηαzzγ Sηεκz🖤 the sun will rise and we will try again ♥️ been listening to truce all morning.. thanks ♥️

Isabelle/Isa ♡◇◇♡

5 years ago

that's s horrible and I am so so so so sorry you shouldn't have to go through that but me along with all of your supporters are here for you whenever!

☼ ᴀɴᴀᴛʜᴇᴍᴀ ☾

5 years ago

@Isabelle/Isa (CONTEST!) thanks, i appreciate it ♥️

Isabelle/Isa ♡◇◇♡

5 years ago

dont thank me but I mean your welcome I'm not good at talking sorry!

Sugar is Confused

5 years ago

Hey I went through the same thing, my parents are so controlling and pressing and they want me to not be me and I hate myself because I can be a jerk to people sometimes but they still love me for it, and my ex did a lot of damage, five months of crying is the longest I’ve gone, and I know everyone says it, but it takes time. It will hurt and ache and heartstrings will break, but over some time, you’ll be back to being ok, and maybe even great. Find a new type of music, write in those books, do

Sugar is Confused

5 years ago

Whatever it takes to not die. Remind yourself of that little kid that looks up to you or someone you look up to or someone that cares and how upset they’ll be. There are people who care even if their way of showing it is calling you stupid or silly or whatever. Fresh from the press, get yourself back up, you’re better than sadness :)

☼ ᴀɴᴀᴛʜᴇᴍᴀ ☾

5 years ago

@Isabelle/Isa (CONTEST!) it’s okay! :)

Isabelle/Isa ♡◇◇♡

5 years ago

thank you!!

☼ ᴀɴᴀᴛʜᴇᴍᴀ ☾

5 years ago

@Sugar&Idiocy that means so much.. thank you♥️ just know that i’ll always be here if you need me, okay?

☼ ᴀɴᴀᴛʜᴇᴍᴀ ☾

5 years ago

@Alice xx thanks :)♥️