Ash survived 2020
4 years ago
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"This is your Captain speaking... Set the ship to red-alert and evacuate all personnel. We have sustained a hull breach. The glass. It won't hold... Get everyone out..."
Ash survived 2020
4 years agoSo, I think I'm having some kind of attack. Maybe, I can't tell. All I know is that I'm not sick with anything or I'd have more symptoms.
I'm kinda shaky, and my breathing is funny. About ten or so minutes earlier, I doubled over twice like I was going to throw up, and I still feel sick to my stomach. But not nauseous. My throat is also kinda tight. Balled up. Like a tight muscle.
I think I'm having a small freakout. Hooefully over something that won't happen. (limit)
Ash survived 2020
4 years agoI'm trying to calm down. It's just my imagination and my thoughta running wild. I just need to breathe normally and keep talking. But I can't talk out loud...
Dragon Rider
4 years agoHopefully it'll pass, I really hope you're okay friend. I'm sure it'll pass
Ash survived 2020
4 years agoIt's just a possible future event. Near future. It most likely won't happen.
Just so you know, it's got nothing to do with the virus. Completely unrelated. Though, I can see how one might think that.
It's just my brain going wild. I just need to breathe and calm down. Breathe, slowly.
Ash survived 2020
4 years ago@Dragon Rider I'll be ok, just. Can you tell me to just take a deep breath. You don't have to, but, if you could just do that. Just say, breathe slowly and deeply.
🌙☆ Sunkiss ☆🌙
4 years agoThat's like really scary. I hope you're okay. What near future event? Wanna talk?
Dragon Rider
4 years agoJust take a deep breath Ash. You can talk to me if you need to
Ash survived 2020
4 years ago@🌸~SunkissTheSilkWing~🌸 I just need to breathe and calm down. Thank you... Thank you for saying something. At the moment, the only thing worse than this would be being alone.
🌙☆ Sunkiss ☆🌙
4 years agoYou're never alone. If you ever feel like you are, spam me or something until I respond. I'll always listen. You'll get through this and you're gonna be okay, okay?
Ash survived 2020
4 years ago@Dragon Rider @🌸~SunkissTheSilkWing~🌸 Thank you. I just listen better if a friend says it. It's nothing, it won't happen. I just thought I was going to lose people again, and my brain imagined the consequences. Threw me through a loop... I can't lose anyone again...
Dragon Rider
4 years agoIt'll be alright Ash, we're here, just breath. I've had those thoughts before too, even though I don't know exactly what is going through your head I know what the panic feels like. Just know we are here if you need us
Ash survived 2020
4 years agoI wanna break down and cry, but I can't do that at the moment. Too late, might wake somebody up. Just keep breathing and it'll go away. I'm not alone... Not this time.
Ash survived 2020
4 years agoMusic. I need music. I'll get that.
🌙☆ Sunkiss ☆🌙
4 years agoEverything's going to be okay. We are always here. I can't say I relate too much but I'm definitely always here. You just gotta breath and it's gonna be fine.
🌙☆ Sunkiss ☆🌙
4 years agoAnd yes! Music always helps!
Dr.python
4 years agoif you ever feel alone or need to talk i’m almost always here too, it’ll be ok
🌙☆ Sunkiss ☆🌙
4 years agoMusic helps EVERYTHING!
Ash survived 2020
4 years ago@🌸~SunkissTheSilkWing~🌸 @Dragon Rider @Dr.python
Ok, I've got music. I'm breathing more regularly. Not thinking about it as much. My heartrate is still through the roof, but I'm doing better.
Thank you... I'm so glad you're here... I don't want to be alone right now if I can help it.
I'm getting better though. Don't worry if you have to go.
Dragon Rider
4 years agoI'm not going until I know you're better. I've got nothing better to do anyway
Ash survived 2020
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