Ash survived 2020
4 years ago
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Eyes always watching... Every move, every breath, every sound. I want out of this house... It's driving me crazy, and it's only been two days since everything changed. My routine, my safe place. Home feels so crowded, and even when I retreat to my space... Why did we all have to get stuck under the same roof... There was already a high enough chance that everything I care about could be taken away. Now everything has to be logged and taken note of and watched.
Ash survived 2020
4 years agoEverything is forced into its place, and none of it is where I remember it being...
Dragon Rider
4 years agoAsh? You okay?
Recolorist
4 years agoHey, u alright?
I have some egg adopts, maybe that could cheer you up?
Recolorist
4 years agoJust stay safe, alright?
Ash survived 2020
4 years ago@Dragon Rider I'm not doing so great. Everyone's gonna be home for a while, and. It's already driving me up the walls. Plus, because of it, there's even more imminent risk of me losing people... I'm not really built to deal with frequent, large bursts of stress.
I think I might have another attack.
Parents are acting strange, worried, and they had a long conversation behind closed doors.
And other things going on in the world near me...
It's just overwhelming.
Ash survived 2020
4 years agoOh, and my earphones broke, so... No music...
Ash survived 2020
4 years agoJust noise or silence.
Ash survived 2020
4 years ago@JordanTheDragon (:1) I'm not doing so good. But I will stay safe. I will.
Ash survived 2020
4 years ago@JordanTheDragon (:1) @Dragon Rider Sorry it took me so long to respond... Was getting ready for bed. Thankfully I think it's alright, but I'm still on edge and scared. It's so quiet that it sounds like my ears are ringing constantly...
🌙☆ Sunkiss ☆🌙
4 years agoYou okay??
Recolorist
4 years agoMaybe in silence is better, at least that’s how I like things. When the world is still, perhaps you can calm your disturbed soul
Dragon Rider
4 years agoI'm sorry that it has to be that way Ash, I wish I could do more than send messages
Recolorist
4 years agoPls be safe, we’re here if you need us! ❤️
Dr.python
4 years agoi can’t rlly talk right now, but i hope you can get better soon!
Ash survived 2020
4 years ago@🌸~SunkissTheSilkWing~🌸 I'm alright. Not really, but I'm telling myself I'm alright, so I'm at least able to ignore it somewhat. I thought. It isn't working really well, but it's something.
Ash survived 2020
4 years ago@Droidmind It's quiet enough that it sounds like there's a loud ringing sound in my ears, coupled with staticky ocean noises. Like when you put a shell to your ear. But... Loud and unpleasant at the same time.
Ash survived 2020
4 years ago@Dragon Rider This is good though. It helps to have people. Just to take my focus off the panic and the loud silence. It's more comfortable if I'm not alone... Hopefully I'll be able to calm down again with you here.
Ash survived 2020
4 years ago@Kass Kingston I will stay safe. If I wasn't. Staying safe, then, I wouldn't be able to see you again, so. I'll stay safe to make sure there's always a chance to see everybody again.
Ash survived 2020
4 years ago@Dr.python I hope so too. If I can just get to sleep, I should be ok by morning... Thanks for saying something though.
Ash survived 2020
4 years ago