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Hello my luvlies I'm available if you need to talk.
I really need someone to talk to.
I'm crying right now that's all you need to know right now.
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3 years ago@โโค๏ธ๐๐ป๐ธ๐ผ๐ผ ๐ถ๐ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ช๐ป๐ฝโโค๏ธ aww Iโm so sorry Iโm always here if you need to talk
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3 years ago@โค๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐โค๏ธ Thank you. It's just I've been thinking about school a lot lately. Either I push away the thought or just remember bad memories. I had a great 3 years then last year a looooot of bad stuff happened and I can't tell anyone. My teachers, my parents, or my sister. I tried to tell my friend (who has depression so that's why I tried to tell her) and she just said her life was soooooo much worse and I couldn't possibly be having that bad of a day.
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3 years ago@Thequeenof_colours ๐๐ป๐๐ป๐๐ป๐๐ป๐๐ป๐๐ป๐๐ป Look up.
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3 years agoIโm so so so sorry! You can talk to me ๐ฅบ๐
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3 years ago@๊งโ๐๐๐๐ช๐๐๐๐๐๐๊ง Look 2 comments up๐๐ป๐๐ป
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3 years ago@โค๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐โค๏ธ @Thequeenof_colours @๊งโ๐๐๐๐ช๐๐๐๐๐๐๊ง
If you want to know why I was having a bad year here it is.
1. I got a locker partner with the person who bullied me and my friends and she switched the lock with her friends lock multiple times.
2. My cousin was murdered ยฝ way through the year.
3. The person I knew had a crush on for the past 3 years confessed to me.
4. I was finally realizing my toxic friend who had been toxic the past 3 years.
5. I tried to confront said (limit)
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3 years agotoxic friend and she played the victim card and of course the teachers took her side bc she was a teachers kid.
6. My best friend left the country for a month.
7. My other best friend laid allllll her struggles on me every morning.
8. I had to deal with cheerleading which was a horrible experience for me.
9. I also had to get an EpiPen and mask for my corn allergy bc one of my teachers didn't care and continued to pop popcorn whilst I was in the classroom.
and 10.
10. I tried to hug my (limit)
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3 years ago10. I tried to hug/ say hi to my sister in the halls and she would say stuff like, "Get off, I hate you, leave me alone."
Combine all of that with missing my birthday due to Covid and Social Anxiety (kind of) and you get my school year. yay
CrYiNG aGaIn.
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3 years agook you can talk now.
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3 years agoOmg thatโs Horrible!! I couldnโt even imagine any of that and it happened all in one year! ๐ฅบ๐คง๐ you are not alone and you can always talk to me or anyone else on recolor when you need it! ๐ฅบ๐
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3 years ago@โโค๏ธ๐๐ป๐ธ๐ผ๐ผ ๐ถ๐ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ช๐ป๐ฝโโค๏ธ I am so so so sorry I hope you feel better thatโs horrible we are always here for you and we support you
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3 years agoBut then again. In 2018 I got into bts. I listened to Map of the Soul: Persona in 2019 and kinda forgot. I was halfway through my year when On Mv was trending on YT. I got nostalgic and fell in love. I had as great time trying to learn how to love myself and now in summer I do. @โค๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐โค๏ธ
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3 years ago@โ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ท๐ต๐พ๐ฟโโค๏ธโ๏ธ๐๐ฐ๐ท Oh my goodness no one has ever said such nice things! My face is now uwuing
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3 years ago@๊งโ๐๐๐๐ช๐๐๐๐๐๐๊ง Yeah it was a bit much on me.
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3 years ago@โโค๏ธ๐๐ป๐ธ๐ผ๐ผ ๐ถ๐ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ช๐ป๐ฝโโค๏ธ oh ok thatโs so great that you love yourself for some ppl that takes a very long and hard time
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3 years ago@โค๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐โค๏ธ @๊งโ๐๐๐๐ช๐๐๐๐๐๐๊ง @โ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ท๐ต๐พ๐ฟโโค๏ธโ๏ธ๐๐ฐ๐ท
I think I don't want to go back to school bc I don't want to feel like that again. But I promised myself that I will decide to tell my parents I want to switch schools after 1st semester if it happens again (that feeling)
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3 years agoWell, I hope it doesnโt happen again this year and everything can feel like a fresh start to a school year! ๐๐
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3 years ago@โค๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐โค๏ธ @โ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ท๐ต๐พ๐ฟโโค๏ธโ๏ธ๐๐ฐ๐ท @๊งโ๐๐๐๐ช๐๐๐๐๐๐๊ง
I can never be this honest to anyone.
It feels like I'm just bucketing my issues onto you like, " give me love".
I feel like a burden on people. I feel like I'm an anchor to them. Pulling them down so they can't leave me. Now my stomach hurts and idk why. I think it's guilt but idk.
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3 years ago@โโค๏ธ๐๐ป๐ธ๐ผ๐ผ ๐ถ๐ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ช๐ป๐ฝโโค๏ธ oh ok I know how you feel and if you need to switch schools then do it if that is the best thing for your mental health
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3 years ago