This is a repost from forever ago lol
Anyways guys I just wanted to let you guys know why Iโve been struggling to post/not very active.
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So my mental health has been the worst it has probably ever been. My anxiety and depression and literally awful and I just feel like I donโt have anyone to talk to.
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Iโm also dealing with some friend problems rn. She been my best friend (and rn my only friend) for the last 10 years. Weโve been like sisters and since starting high school sheโs changed a lot. She went to publichigh school and I homeschooled so weโre obviously living very different lives at the moment.
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But weโve always been very strong Christians, weโve grown up in the same church, and weโve always had the same values. But in these last couple years it seems like sheโs thrown out all her Christian values. She also now has a bf which is not a Christian (which is against our beliefs) and I just feel like I donโt even know her anymore.
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Sheโs also rly mean to me and acts like she doesnโt care about me or whatโs important to me. I would literally die for her and I ask her to do one thing for me and she acts like itโs going to kill her. And the worst part is she doesnโt know why I get upset with her. She says Iโm overreacting and overthinking things.
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I just rly donโt know what to do and sheโs my only friend. But yea anyways sorry for the rant but Iโve just been holding in my feelings for way too long. So I might be taking a short break from recolor just so I can get my life back in order and work on myself. Hope you guys understandโค๏ธโค๏ธ
Oh I'm sorry! I can definitely understand that. I'm actually kinda dealing with stuff like that with one of my friends. It's pretty much how you make your friend sound. I'll pray that everything works out. ๐๐
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4 years ago
Thank you! @โค๏ธลรVรโค๏ธ
Ty loveโค๏ธ I could use all the prayers I can get lol Hope everything works out between you and your friendโค๏ธ
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Iโm so sorry about that friend. I feel terrible for you. Lmk if you ever need to talk on picsart, Iโm here for you๐ฅบ๐
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4 years ago
i am so so sorry. iโve had things like that happen with my friend group in the past and it really sucks. but keep your head up, it will all be better soon โค๏ธ
Yโall are literally making me cry rn๐ฅบ Iโm used to being told that Iโm exaggerating or that Iโm emotional or bipolar so to be receiving all this love is so amazing and so thank you all so muchโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ @๐๐๐๐๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐๐ง๏ธ @rรชverie๐ฏ @โจ๐พ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐๐๐ถ๐๐โจ
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4 years ago
Omg dude ur feelings are totally valid, donโt listen to anybody who says ur exaggerating. โค๏ธand yea ofc hun, I rlly hope things get better for you ๐ค๐ค
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