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@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ talking and stuff and I was like"Do you think I'm annoying" and he says "No y" and I say "Because I even find myself annoyingggggg lel" and then he says..
holy..
"I think you're adorable how you act it's so cute ".....
and I'm like..
say what
LOL
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ and so he was like I'm just playing, bc I didnt know what to do, say that I still like him or what. BUT WTHH I WAS SO CONFUSED BC HE ALWAYS TOLD ME THAT I WASNT CUTEE AND STUFF AND THAT I WAS UGLY AND THAT HE LIKES DAM AUDREY.
so I was freaking out to my b
est friend and she was like no way omg that's cute dkekene and stuff like that and she was like this is so unexpected this is so unbelievable
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ so then he said good morning cute and I was like what?? uhh bc like I said, he said he didnt like me and I haven't talked or seen him or talked about him in 7 months. but then.. he says expect one. thing...
omg he left me hanging there for like 2 hrs but then he said he was lying he thinks in really cute and his heart is racing for me and the reason why he didnt say that he liked me back and said that he liked audrey is that he didnt want me to leave..... and for me to
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ move a few days later knowing that he really likes me.. he didnt want that bc then it would be super heart breaking for both of us. But I have seen him blush at me and stuff.. so I think its true! I was legit on shock I told some people at my school and they were like WHAT THATS HIGE TEAAA lol
but then my mom finds out that he likes me so she blocks him.. and she told me if I ever messages him again she will smash my phone into pieces. this made my stress go from super
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ High TO CRAZY HIGH, I haven't ate all day, I csjt really sleep or get him off my mind at all. how we "text" is thru my best friend. I tell her what to say on facetime (bc we live 2,000 miles away..) and so he said hes hoset and he asked where lauren was and what happened to me (my name is lauren) and my best friend said that Lauren cant text him anymore or date him, but she said ig when shes older she can.. and he said "Okay that's fine ig"
does that mean hes waiting for me?
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ sorry that was so long but so needed lol
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ and omg so if he likes me now.. hes liked me for over a year since it's been 7 months since I left and he said that he liked me when I was there... so yeah a year!π―
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ also that's why I haven't posted in days bc of this whole nathan tea, also there is more stress besides that but that was biggest thing!
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ so sad to hear that, that's terrible that so many people passed around the same time π, I hope you are feeling better about it and I'm so excited for you to ask him!!
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ but the anxiety is not getting better, I ate nothing yesterday even tho I was doing hard work in 98 degree weather for 10hrs! so yea idk why I didnt get hungry, but as soon as I wake up my every first thing I thought out was nathan, then work lol. so to add to the story last night my friend was texting him (the only way we can talk) and he was like did she tell you everything? (to the friend) and she was like nahhh she wants to respect you, she said that so I can super nice
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ and he said I can ask him anything to . I was legit screaming and smiling all this week bc he likes me lol but also super upset
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€ :( I get like really bad anxiety symptom avout relationships. It isn't a thing, but I call it Relationship Anxiety. So if a guy likes me I get super scared and neverous, I throw up and I cant get them off my mind, but once they talk to me I'm fine. And my stomach hurts sooo bad it's like huge stomach ache, its severe "butterflies" and it hasn't gone away for over 5 says. It hurts so much sometimes that I throw up, that's why I throw up bc my stomach is so upset. I also used
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€ to get cold sweats, shaking, etc, closed thoat, witch is signs of a panic attack. But now it's a little bit of shaking, but ongoing stomach aches and worry. also my thoat closes up sometimes like I cant breathe. and since I work 11hrs a day cleaning and fixing stuff of other people.. it's hard to do it. we are not allowed to take breaks so sometimes my stomach hurts more than I cant breathe and I'm like π¨ But when I hear back from him my anxiety and symptoms slow down,
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€ but then if he isn't active right away my symptoms go up again..
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€ Maybe it just not the right time..
It took me over 4 months to confess that I liked him, then it took him 10 months to confess..
If you think it's a bad sign study how he acts around you more and see if he acts around his other friends differently, if he is more happy around you he probably likes you! Okay so me and my best friend were calling bc like I said I cant text him bc hes blocked so whatever I say to say to nathan she texts it to him. So I asked some questions, "Why do
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€ like lauren?" he replied, "Shes super sweet and and kind and I love her personality" I melteddd!!! I said "awwee" and so my best friend said that she said "awwe" so yeah lol, then I had another question, "Why did you wait 10 months to tell me" and he replied with, "Because I was scared and I just had to let it out i couldn't hold it in any longer" π₯Ίβ€
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€ aw you think it's that cute π€£
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€ also I'm trying to call my bff but she wont pick up I have like 10 more questions for him lol
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€ I'm too scared to call him tho π€£π€£π€£
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3 years ago@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€ girl if I called him I would be dying of laughter, wouldn't know what to say and be scared as heck so IDK lol
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3 years ago