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🌚°CållMëHåël°🌚

4 years ago

@;•Äwkwärd! Emø K!łłjøy•; you are beautiful and amazing and you are an absolutely amazing friend and you have no idea how glad I am that I met you. I was in a really dark place a couple months ago and I'm not saying it's over yet but it's getting better and I've got amazing friends to get me through it and I swear to you It Will Get Better💖 you need to stay alive so we can meet Tyler and Josh💖 and MCR is getting back together! Tyler is gonna be a dad! You can do this💖I know you can

Just me

4 years ago

I just hope you know how much you mean. Life is still worth living because there’s at least the CHANCE that things can get better. If you take that away it’s just over and hurts the people you left behind

;•Äwkwärd! Emø K!łłjøy•;

4 years ago

@🌚°CållMëHåël°🌚 i know... i should be ecstatic bc there are so many amazing things happening in the band world rn, but i just cant...and yeah i have Plummet and my other irl friends that say they care a lot, but my brain wont let me believe it. im glad you're getting better though. you kniw if you ever need me im right here for you. unless im dead, and lets hope that doesn't happen

Just me

4 years ago

You’re gonna get through this. It’ll be ok eventually. Please stay safe 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

;•Äwkwärd! Emø K!łłjøy•;

4 years ago

@Just me ive been hoping things would get better for like two years now. yeah, ive had my good days, or my good weeks, maybe even months, but every. single. time. i end up falling back down deeper than the last time. my brain keeps saying if i just stop itll get better, not just for me but for everyone. and im starting to believe it. its hard not to when its what you think every single day

🌚°CållMëHåël°🌚

4 years ago

@;•Äwkwärd! Emø K!łłjøy•; That is Not going to happen. I completely understand. It feels like nothing matters, no one cares. I know what that feels like. I'm not saying I know exactly what your going through because I don't. No one except yourself really knows that. but I've been in a similar mindset and I know our brains cause so much pain but please remember, don't overwork yourself at school to the point where your so stressed and so horribly depressed you don't know what to do. Let people -

🌚°CållMëHåël°🌚

4 years ago

know what's happening. You don't have to give them every detail but let them know you need help

🌚°CållMëHåël°🌚

4 years ago

they want to help, I promise. You are amazing and I know you can get through this💖

🌚°CållMëHåël°🌚

4 years ago

also just so you know, you've gotten through 100% of your bad days. I think that's pretty sick💖💖

;•Äwkwärd! Emø K!łłjøy•;

4 years ago

@🌚°CållMëHåël°🌚 thank you... Plummet knows im not okay, but i dont thibk she knows exactly why... its hard for me to talk about stuff like that, especially when my brain is saying i just make everyone sad and upset. im already stressed. im already horribly depressed. i feel like theres actually no return this time. yeah, ive gotten through the bad ones so far, but if it gets any worse, idk how much more ill be able to take

🌚°CållMëHåël°🌚

4 years ago

@;•Äwkwärd! Emø K!łłjøy•; I understand how hard it is to be in that kind of mindset. Just know that we all love you 🖤🖤🖤I can't wait to meet you 😄

🌚°CållMëHåël°🌚

4 years ago

hey can you let me know your okay please

🌚°CållMëHåël°🌚

4 years ago

Please 🖤🖤

;•Äwkwärd! Emø K!łłjøy•;

4 years ago

@🌚°CållMëHåël°🌚 I'm okay I guess

;•Äwkwärd! Emø K!łłjøy•;

4 years ago

@🌚°CållMëHåël°🌚 its been really easy to fake smile. like really easy fir me to act natural and happy like i normally am, even though i feel like im dying inside. so to everyone else im okay

🌚°CållMëHåël°🌚

4 years ago

@;•Äwkwärd! Emø K!łłjøy•; I'm so so sorry. Listen, if you do decide to tell anyone I'm positive they would want to help you. Your amazing and I know it's hard to ask for help... but it's so so worth it🖤 just know I'm always here for you, okay? 🖤

;•Äwkwärd! Emø K!łłjøy•;

4 years ago

@🌚°CållMëHåël°🌚 I feel like crap. Wanna die but i wont. ugh

RoseRage16

4 years ago

Gorgeous

🏳️‍🌈😜PartyPøisøn!Panics😎✌️

4 years ago

don’t die fren. i’m here for you :)

Joyce

4 years ago

Beautiful