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exactly. i have a crapton on my legs too, but she found those. there is literally no safe place for me to do it, so i can't. i just wear jackets and hoodies bc ive worn them so much to hide i feel naked without them, but my dad always reminds me to get my jacket bc its cold outside, even tho its middle of texas summer. my mom doesn't let me do anything because of it either. about a month after she found out, i asked to go to a friend's and she wouldn't let me bc of it. and i haven't done it ~
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3 years agoin a while, but the scars are so visible it wouldn't matter. i love swimming but i only dare to swim around friends. i cant wear shorts anymore, and i wear short sleeves but also a crapton of bracelets. the ones on my wrist arent that bad, but if i dont wear bracelets i still hide my arm a bit
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3 years ago@🖤𝔱𝔴𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔶 𝔭𝔞𝔫 𝔭𝔦𝔩𝔬𝔱𝔰💛
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3 years ago@🏳️🌈💙𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕜𝕚𝕟_𝕓𝕠𝕚𝕫💙🏳️🌈 ive tried, but she gets mad because i have no reason to deel the way i do. i could tell her that id enter that dark place again woth online school, but then shed find some alternative because shes dead set on the idea that id go in the dark place again at my school
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3 years ago@🏳️🌈💙𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕜𝕚𝕟_𝕓𝕠𝕚𝕫💙🏳️🌈 thank you... i sadly don't have pinterest. not allowed to have social media. but thank you anyway :)
🍼๑𝒍𝒐𝒄𝒂𝒍.𝒸𝓇𝓎𝒃𝒘𝒃𝒚ઉ
3 years agoRight like our c*ts are not an excuse for everything like idk for you but for me it’s the little stupid things like that that get to me
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3 years ago@🖤𝔱𝔴𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔶 𝔭𝔞𝔫 𝔭𝔦𝔩𝔬𝔱𝔰💛 oh yeah, me too. i recently got a puppy, and the last time i got a puppy it ended up being my moms dog bc she played with it so much, so i said she wasn't allowed to mess with this one, and she does anyway, so one time i took him away from her, she said "you just want an excise to stop c*tting" like what? i just dont want him to be your dog too. she uses it against me for everything
🍼๑𝒍𝒐𝒄𝒂𝒍.𝒸𝓇𝓎𝒃𝒘𝒃𝒚ઉ
3 years agoYea same it’s annoying and really sucks bc that hurts me when my mum says stuff like that or my sister like is not something they should be saying so casually
r0tt1ng0rg4ns_
3 years agoNDIENDISUWIS.
I AM ALWAYS SO LATE TO THESE THINGS, T^T.
SORRRRYYY. -
r0tt1ng0rg4ns_
3 years ago🌙 For your mother :
Oki, firstly, oofers.
My parents don’t really pay
attention to my eMotIonS, so, I never had that, XD.
But, maybe try to really explain why you don’t want to be in online school.
Other than, that no clue.
r0tt1ng0rg4ns_
3 years ago🌙 For Online School :
SAMEEeE. I didn’t want to be in it either this yearrrrrr, T^T.
For this whole year, I had to be in online school pRoGrAM.
Reason? : It was actually because we were moving and the move itself was busy I guess per say. Buttt, like, none of my parents asked me either.
r0tt1ng0rg4ns_
3 years agoAlthough the thing with my situation specifically, we would be going to a whole different school with different people, so. ._.
Was I still so angry about being in it? : Yes.
Until this b¡tch, realized it was lowkey heAvEn, XD.
Do I love online school? : No. But, do I hate it? Nah.
r0tt1ng0rg4ns_
3 years ago🌙It took me months upon months to get somewhat used to it :
Probably like 5 months.
🌙Really the only thing that saved me was :
☁️The fact (this doesn’t at all apply to all online school programs) :
I was easily able to use YouTube & go on anime sites on the laptop itself.
☁️The laptop itself is one of the newer ones.
☁️My Homeroom (although, this is super typical), was really sweet to me & reached out to me throughout the year.
☁️You don’t at all need to go oUtSidEeEe. Outside disgusts me, 😅.
r0tt1ng0rg4ns_
3 years agoAnyways, obviously my situation & your situation is a bit different,
I hope everything goes well, 🥺💖. We’re here if you need us, ❤️.
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3 years agoyeah i dont like going outside either, heck i dont even like school. but i love having somewhere to go. i love seeing everyone, even people i hate. i love being able to talk, the funny moments, stuff like that. and my online school, itd be like teachers post assignments and i take pictures and email it to them. i wont even have a laptop, id just do it through my phone. thats how it was with this whole corona out of school stuff. im sorry you had to do it, it mustve sucked. my mom notices,
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3 years agobut she also doesn't stop to think that my "happy" could be fake. i could cry to her for months, and to her it still doesn't matter what i want.
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3 years ago@♡ 𝒜𝓃𝒰𝓃𝓀𝓃ℴ𝓌𝓃𝒰𝓈ℯ𝓇 ♡
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3 years agofr. one time my mom checked my arms, but by that time id realized that it was too risky, and started on my legs which sje hadnt looked at. anyway, she didnt find anything on my arms, so my dad thought it was funny to get a knife anf start joking around about it and it p!ssed me off so much. my mom doesn't throw it around casually, but every time she brings it up i just stay silent and get mad at her. she doesn't understand that i dont want to talk to her about it so she should just drop it
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3 years ago@🖤𝔱𝔴𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔶 𝔭𝔞𝔫 𝔭𝔦𝔩𝔬𝔱𝔰💛
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3 years ago@*râńdøm! ëx!stęnçê* 🪐 ;
XD.
& makes sense!
Mmm, yeah, that does suck really.
Do you know what the program your
mother (might) be signing you up for is called?
Because the programs differ from one and another.
I went to PA Distance & they gave out laptops.
Really? Dåmn, wait-
Wasn’t everyone talking about Zoom or whatever it’s called?
Or did you not do that?
Nah, it was ok-
I mean I learnt from it, XD.
Ahhh, I see.
Is your dad any better with your emotions or no?-
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3 years ago