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☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt 🎶its 1 am and everything hurts and my depression is crushing me and my heart is sad and the dysphoira is bad and I'm picturing stuff I shouldn't be like blaaaaades and deaaaaath and Kayla went to sleeeeeep and tomorrow imma regret the message but who the fuck caaaaaaaares🎶
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago"maybe the reason I don't want to be in this world anymore is because the world never wanted me in the first place"
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4 years agoi don't know why or how or anything but somehow it ended up being Rocky who helped me thru this one
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4 years ago@TheFamousJackKelly hun are you okay?
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt I'm better now
I slept terribley but woke up feeling somewhat okay
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt also I slept in a little which is why u texted first
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt okay I kinda lied
I'm not entirely better this morning
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4 years ago@TheFamousJackKelly okay. walk me through it. how’re you feeling?
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4 years ago@TheFamousJackKelly also, side note: why’d you delete your comment on my page?
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt But like what if I don't want to walk you thru it
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4 years ago@luccaf0nt oh I deleted it because I'm mean and spicy this morning and after I commented I regretted it
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt i just mean like
my mental health is exhausting to me and so I cant imagine what its like for you but like I'm tired of constantly falling and needing you to pick me up
you know that niether one of us had a depressive episode (that wasn't at 1 am)
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt and that was kinda relaxing tbh
not because I wasn't worried avout your mental health byt because I knew you also weren't worried about nine
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4 years ago@TheFamousJackKelly well if you don’t want to talk then i can’t and won’t make you. i just want you to be okay. but i know what you mean. i just want to take care of you and make sure you have what you need and that in supporting you
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt thats like
stop that's so sweet
it's warming my cold. dead. heart.
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt can we try distraction before we try talking about feelings?
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4 years ago@TheFamousJackKelly yeah. why does no one wanna talk about feelings? smh. um how was the family board game?
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt because it's painful bb. you should know that. and also because I *will* cry if I start talking
it was fine but lasted til 10 pm when it was supposed to be a 1 hour gams
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4 years agoi don’t see how it’s painful. it’s easy for me. maybe i’m just weird. oh. okay. then we don’t have to
oh alrighty :0
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