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@luccaf0nt okay its been a couple hours and I'm concerned that you haven't at least checked in w at least "hi cant talk" or smth
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt :(
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4 years ago@TheFamousJackKelly hey i’m back
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4 years ago@TheFamousJackKelly sorry i didn’t feel like messing with my phone during school
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4 years ago@TheFamousJackKelly i’ve cried like four or five times today
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt oh thank god
is the crying a good or a bad thing?
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt i know you're a strong person but after awhile i got scared and I saw your message and my heart like literally lurched in my chest and tears came to my eyes so yeah
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4 years ago@TheFamousJackKelly aw i’m sorry i didn’t mean to startle you
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt I respect that you needed space but you should have told me
im not scolding you and im not angry
but I spent an hour waiting on Zoom and checked RC constantly and was worried
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4 years ago@TheFamousJackKelly i’m sorry
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4 years ago@TheFamousJackKelly i wasn’t trying to need space. i didn’t mean to get you all worried
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt I'm glad you got an emotional release at least
are you feeling better???
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt its okay
Sorry sorry this is not about me tell me about you
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4 years ago@TheFamousJackKelly eh. this ain’t just a thing that’ll last a day or two. this is going to be a long thing that’ll take work and time
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4 years ago@TheFamousJackKelly no i’m worried about you too are you okay? you can talk about you if you need to
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt oh
okay.
and we're doing this now why? how can I help you? how long are you going to be in this depressed state?
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt no i don't want to talk about my emotions
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4 years ago@TheFamousJackKelly why not? i didn’t mean to make you all upsetti spaghetti
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4 years ago@TheFamousJackKelly i don’t know how long it’s going to take but this is all so i can’t get better. i just need to work through my stuff okay?
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago@luccaf0nt because I'm ... angry. I'm angry that you decided to start this emotional journey without telling me and I'm scared my mental health will be impacted by this and I'm in pain because I freaked out while you were gone and that was stupid so I'm pissed at myself too
and I'm furious that I'm having all these emotions while youre having all your emotions because I think you're more important but my emotions are getting in the way
☁️ 🌱 AlexanderHamilton 🌱☁️
4 years ago