Recolorist
3 years ago
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@ᏕภuꊰꊰլꂅᎳԾოᎵ
Ya about that......I got disabled
I was telling you that I wanted to change
And I wanted to start again
But than I got disabled
😬😓
Recolorist
3 years ago@OLI!!!!🖤 (backup),
Oh,
I didn’t know that..
I tried reaching out to one of your other friends, because I thought you were mad at me...
And all the said was that you’d contact me on the tenth...
Again I thought you were mad at me
🖤💔Lost~Soul🖤💔
3 years ago@ᏕภuꊰꊰլꂅᎳԾოᎵ
I would never be mad at you!!!
I care about you
I was so worried
I didn’t want you to worry or anything....
Recolorist
3 years ago@OLI!!!!🖤 (backup),
Oli,
Stop worrying about me.
Like I said.
I’m a big girl.
I can handle myself
🖤💔Lost~Soul🖤💔
3 years ago@ᏕภuꊰꊰլꂅᎳԾოᎵ
Ya....
Recolorist
3 years ago@OLI!!!!🖤 (backup)
So how long were you actually off Recolor?
🖤💔Lost~Soul🖤💔
3 years ago@ᏕภuꊰꊰլꂅᎳԾოᎵ
A week..
Recolorist
3 years ago@OLI!!!!🖤 (backup)
And?
How did you feel?
🖤💔Lost~Soul🖤💔
3 years ago@ᏕภuꊰꊰլꂅᎳԾოᎵ
Well...it gave me more time to think
And how much I realized I was a mess
I know I can’t win the battle alone
And I need to get myself together
I was starting over
Ya but than I messed up :/
And I hope I don’t ever mess up again
And I’m going to try my hardest to start
over.......
Recolorist
3 years ago@OLI!!!!🖤 (backup),
I’m happy you came back with a clearer head oli.
🖤💔Lost~Soul🖤💔
3 years ago@ᏕภuꊰꊰլꂅᎳԾოᎵ
Ya....it’s gonna be rough
And I know imma mess up
And I’m scared for when thats gonna happen 😓😖
Recolorist
3 years ago@OLI!!!!🖤 (backup)
Don’t worry about later.
Worry about later-later
Just think about now.
🖤💔Lost~Soul🖤💔
3 years ago@ᏕภuꊰꊰլꂅᎳԾოᎵ
But now....I don’t know what to do
I wanna get better...
I just don’t know how
Recolorist
3 years ago@OLI!!!!🖤 (backup),
When was the last time you talked with your mom?
🖤💔Lost~Soul🖤💔
3 years ago@ᏕภuꊰꊰլꂅᎳԾოᎵ
About it? When I fainted
She’s forgotten....
Recolorist
3 years ago@OLI!!!!🖤 (backup),
Oli,
You need to talk with her,
To actually talk.
You can’t get 100% better without help..
She can’t read your mind.
She only knows what you tell her.
🖤💔Lost~Soul🖤💔
3 years ago@ᏕภuꊰꊰլꂅᎳԾოᎵ
I’ve told her everything
She’s forgotten
I’m visiting a therapist every once and a while
And she helps kinda.....
Recolorist
3 years ago@OLI!!!!🖤 (backup).
That’s good.
I’m glad you are seeing some one.
I bet she didn’t forget.
She just might not want to bring it up just in case YOU don’t want to bring it up.
🖤💔Lost~Soul🖤💔
3 years ago@ᏕภuꊰꊰլꂅᎳԾოᎵ
She hasn’t even asked or talked to me about it at all
Recolorist
3 years ago@OLI!!!!🖤 (backup),
Maybe she doesn’t want to make you uncomfortable.
🖤💔Lost~Soul🖤💔
3 years ago