THANK YOU SO SO MUCH ABBYYYY ๐ฅบโค๏ธ@๐ถ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
Tyyyy Joyee!! ๐๐ @โ_ ๐ฉ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ฎ๐๐๐ _โ
I just feel like I'm in the depths of despair!๐
I feel like I have no purpose in this world. No purpose at all. I just can't do anything. I don't have many friends and it's very hard for me to make some. I don't like crowds. I don't like talking to people. I don't like spending the night at a friend's house. I just want to stay home, where I know I am safe. I'm...I'm just running my own prison.๐ I can't do anything. I've tried my absolute best but I can't because myโ
anxiety gets the best if me. I'm just running my own prison. And if I can't overcome itโwhich I can't, then what's my purpose? Why am I here? I'm not saying I want to die I just don't know why I'm here. If I can't do anything then what my purpose? And I have these dreams that I want sooo badly in the future that I constantly think if every night, but I know they may never come true. Mostly likely never, because of my fear, anxiety, and stress. And I know I should probably go see a professionalโ
but I...I just can't. I can't talk about my feeling to someone I don't know. I haven't even talked about this to my mom. I'm just not very good with expressing my feelings out loud. I've tried to ball this all up inside me but I just needed to tell someone. And you've been the the sweet friend I have ever in my entire life have known. thank you so much for listening to my rant I'm sorry it was long ๐๐ญ
Oh my goodness no Tay! Donโt be sorry!! Iโm so glad you talked to me and trusted me. ๐ Iโm gonna be honest, I completely understand how you feel and what you mean. I get stressed so easily over everything. I have rlly bad anxiety. Iโm so so soooo extremely bad at talking about my feelings to anyone. I totally get it. And I know itโs reallyyyy hard. Iโm so sorry that youโre going through all this and feeling that way girlee. I wish there was so much more I could do for youuu.
But for now hereโs this : I know itโs super scary but talking to someone really helps. Something Iโve learned since Iโm so bad about talking about my feelings is to write it down. Start a journal. And when youโre readyyy maybe you could give it to your mom? Or an adult you trust. I struggle a lot too with my purpose in the world.
Everyone around me knows exactly what they want to do with their life.... when I can barely figure out what to eat for breakfast ๐ i like to think about the law of attraction. (If you donโt know what that is thereโs lots of videos on YouTube๐) I have a bunch of Pinterest boards on positivity, my goals in life, god, and dreams blah blah blah that kinda stuff. Itโs really helped me work towards all those kinda things. And remember that I was put here for reason.
I know it sounds kinda stupiddd but whenever I get rlly stressed I read. When I read I feel like Iโm taken in to a completely different world where nothing matters and I canโt let anyone down or have to make decisions. Maybe try to find stuff like that? Whatโs something that you love to do so much that makes you forget about the world around you? I rlly wish I could help you more, but honestly Iโm still trying to figure it all out myself cause I struggle with the same things...๐ฉ๐
Aw yes of course! Your one of the top ppl on here that I trust!๐ aww no it's ok! Ah yes! yeah I've been trying to right my feeling down more. Yeah maybe. Yeah, I always think I know what I want to do but then I question myself "Is this what God wants me to do?" "Is this His plan for my life?" "Is this the wrong choice?" Cause I don't want to go down the wrong path but it's hard cause idk what the wrong or right path is. Ik Im very indecisive๐
No it's not stupid I do the exact same thing! Yes!! It's like an escape from reality. especially when I'm feeling really down. This past week I was so down I finished a book in two-three days.๐ Aw no you helped a lot girlie! thank you so much!๐๐
Aww really?? Same here tho! ๐ I worry about that so much!! ๐ฉ Oh my goodness sameeee!!! ๐๐ ahhh yess!! Oh wow!! Good job girl!! Iโm so glad I could help ๐ฅบ๐ of course!! I will alwayssss be here @โ๏ธ๐ณ๐๐๐๐๐ข.๐๐๐๐โ๏ธ
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