btw shoutout to all of my new amazing beautiful sweet awesome friends lol who have been supporting me and helping me to get back where I started! It means SOO muchβ‘
@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ okay so you know how I told you about Peter? well of of that stuff happened Feb 2020-March 2020. I recently moved 2,000mikes from my old town... I miss it sm I cry all the time about it. I moved over 7months ago too! (December 27th 2019 to be exact) I haven't seen my 5 best friends in over 7 months!! Well, this is the biggest tea in our class history (NOT IN NEW SCHOOL BUT IN OLD) So at my old school I loved there for 2yrs and a half. I'm 14, so when I was in 7th grade I had
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@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ a crush on a guy named nathan. Now I'm a freshman, and I still crush on him this very day! Hes super sweet and the lifts me and others up all the time, is smile is so cute too :( he makes me laugh and blush so much lol. Okay but now to the tea, so Thanksgiving break 2019 I found out that my BESTEST FREIND EVVAA got her first boyfriend! Hes in our class and everyone knew they liked each other so it wasn't unexpected at all. so then I got jealous bc all of my best friends have
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@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ boyfriends and I dont, like all of my best friends (besides the one I just mentioned) has had more than 3 boyfriends before 8th grade started. And so like I said I had a huge crush on this kid π€£ so around December 2nd I started getting obsessed with him, I changed my background to his face, give him all of my food lol, be super nice to him, actually talk to him for once lol, etc. I had one more week before I had to leave... so my friend chase (one of my boy best friends)
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@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ told me that nathan liked someone, but know one in my whole grade knew that I ever liked anyone bc I didnt tell anyone bc it was habit, i always said that i liked no one... such lies I liked boys since 2nd grade lol. So in my head I was like omg no way is it me? So I said who does he like? Because someone likes him.. and chase says, he won't say until the person confesses. so that took me like 40 mins to think about confessing, tbh I was already thinking about asking him out
@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ doesn't like me, he likes a girl names audrey in our grade. I was like wth? AUDREY? bc people always teased us that we liked each other and me and nathan laugh so much at each othrs jokes.. audrey hates him to and is the complete opposite of nathan π€£ I was so sad tho that I cried in school.. and I like NEVER EVERR cry in school
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@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ But the weird thing he was happy, and like smiling and stuff and it was so cute bc when no one was in the class room he said to me "Is it true?" and I said "Is what true..." I was ignoring him all day bc I was so upset and embarrassed! he said "That you like meππ" "Uhh yea" then he says "Its nothing to be ashamed aboutπ" and my heart just melted bc I was so s scared and hearing that from HIM made a lot of my anxiety go away, well fast forward, I move, everyone is said blah
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@Thisβ’Isβ’Me#BMLπ€βοΈ blah blah blah. So on Monday at 10:20 I get a notified on fb
Nathan L. has sent you a friend request.
It was weird bc who sends a person a freind request in over 7 months.. and it's late at night.... so YA DUH I ACCEPTED! I frickin love this dudeπ€£β€ So it was such a chill convo and so nice and sweet, he then started to open up to stuff I have never heard about ever.. and this is from a crush I haven't seen or talked to in 7 months. so then later that night we were
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